Reverie.

Tomorrow.

2012-02-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

2012-02-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

I needed a sign, an answer and/or just something to guide me along when this came aptly.

"If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives."

Too Much Heaven

2012-01-20T14:08:00.002+08:00

And when you meet someone and fall in love, and they fall in love with you, you ask them, "Will you take my heart-- stains and all?" and they say, "I will," and they ask you the same question, and you say, "I will," too.

Fifth work week bumming around at home since contracting hand foot and mouth. Poor me. Red spots on my hands almost gone for good and I'm left with those on my foot. Was really frustrated when it made my heels cracked up days back which made walking some pain. Really appreciate my friends who showed their concern for me, asking me if I was all right or just dropping a text to tell me to take care. :') ..and good news since I'd prolly be able to celebrate cny as norm.

The past few days saw me catching up on telly shows, (how I missed watching ellen on weekday afternoons), home cooked yummy meals, missing my little imps at work, Tumblr posts spam, nights on the couch, and in movie mode. Caught The Losers and just a while ago, Water for Elephants. And have you watched the new drama series channel 8 at 7? Because it's (Y).

Oh keh I'm excited for tomorrow to come. Having a reunion lunch with my family at Gunther's, blood bro's treat! And thou shalt run down to check my letterbox later. Hope my webstore dress loots are here in time for the lunar new year! Shall update soon on my sunny day out with my fav girls to celebrate miao's 21st birthday. Maybe later? Aight, sneak peeks!

x, Jerm.

#lastthursdaynight

2012-01-19T02:37:00.000+08:00

12.1.2012

food filling meet up with chin & pte frederick

fat boys the burger bar

really really awesome burgers

so so onion rings

round 1 of ice cream at salted caramel
round 2 of ice cream at ice kimo
round 3 of ice cream at scoopz
12 scoops of ice cream
salted caramel wins hands down
in love with earl grey ice cream :)

talked about life talked about the past and our future(s)
love this two precious people in my life

Someone like you.

2012-01-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

A journey by bus to send me home, a piggy back down the slope. Thank you for tonight my love.

Time is running out.

2012-01-04T23:06:00.003+08:00

There goes yet another year. Still, the same wish and dream remains in my heart.

Ushered in the new year at zouk with a blast this year, blowing madly into whistles, poppin' party poppers in the air whilst head banging to auld lang sync on the dance floor.. A splendid way to kick start the year I must say, especially so when the first few hours of 2012 was spent with my favourite girls and the most precious love.

It's been a mad rush so far, a race against time to be precised. I just wish for happy days and days whereby life would just slow down a little, just like the other day when babe and I were walking through the heartlands. We walked hand in hand with a macdonald seventy-cent ice cream cone in the other, soaking in the sights and sounds of the surroundings. A simple laid back evening that I love just because I have you wimme and everything seemed perfect and enough.

An hour to a new day. Just wanner wish my lovely karen a very happy 21st birthday :) Which reminds me it's gonner be a year whereby plenty of my goat friends will hit the big two one, including myself. Hiak hiak I can't w8 #stoked

Shall hit the sack early tonight. Been sleeping way too late for my own good so goodnai muffins.

x, Jerm

Favourite song for now.

2012-01-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

生日快乐 ♥

2011-12-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

Vernice's Big 21st the Sunday before. Polka-stripes theme. Attended the first session but stole the second session's cake photo to post it up here. Pretty scrapbook of wishes, pretty cake and yummy crabs for the greedy me. Wonder how my twenty-first is gonner be... it's actually merely a few months away... :)

The first out of the SPALs to hit the big phat giant twenty one! It's funny how the magical nombor can make one start to feel old, but stay forever young at heart okay! Hoped you enjoyed your party with the overflowing love from all sides and like our pressie to you. Know I'm forever slow at uploading my photos but I managed to upload your polka album within 3 days just for you right here! :D *points to the side* http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2829915867840.2149833.1257391794&type=3

Happy birthday in advance once again, crazy one x

2011-12-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you work really hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen.

Love will take us there.

2011-11-28T00:52:00.001+08:00

"No amount of time with you will be enough, so lets start with forever."

The part of the movie that brought me close to tears. Breaking Dawn yesternight, technically since it's past midnight. I've always been a fan of the Twilight Saga from day one and I never fail to fall in love with Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner all over again. Love the official soundtrack from this movie and shortlisted a few below.

I forsee a packed upcoming month after looking at the hasty handwriting on my planner of activities inserted to most of the days in December. And we're less than a month to my favorite season of the year which exclaims Christmas!!!

#teamrayban

2011-11-11T01:38:00.001+08:00

The Cab - Bad

2011-11-05T12:34:00.003+08:00

Baggu by Shabd Alexander.

2011-10-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

I died.

Forever & Always

2011-10-07T00:22:00.001+08:00

She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said

I, I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay

Stay, there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always

Then she gets and idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple versus
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says

I, I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always

She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting so low
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always

It's been sucha long time that a song made me feel this way- Tugging my heartstrings at all the right places and warming me up inside. I never knew the touching story behind the lyrics till it struck me a few times going into replay of the song.

Was just reading the news online when I stumbled upon this:
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/newlywed-s%E2%80%99porean-student-goes-missing-in-greece.html?bcmt=1317885591324-cb4cff3a-4ecc-4d07-81c1-a590e837e69a#ugccmt-container-b

I can never put my finger around issues pertaining missing humans. There's always a cloud of obscurity hanging over and I guess one will never know whut exactly is going on/or has happened to the person unless he/she has been found. I cannot imagine how devastated and crestfallen the mentioned wife must be feeling right now and if there's any foul play involved, I earnestly have no idea how the sinner can live with a conscience pricking him every single fucking day. My heart goes out to his family and I sincerely hope Mr Kouk Leong Jin will be found and return home to his loved ones asap.

On a lighter note, it's Friday tomorrow and we're gonner celebrate Children's Day at my workplace. Hoping time will zoom pass fast because I want my fucken weekends. So many reasons to look forward and be excited, one being, my favorite girls ♡

✿◕ ‿ ◕✿,
Jerm

Hello, October

2011-10-01T02:44:00.001+08:00

Here I am chilling on my toilet bowl managing an entry in this space. I was just sleeping in the car like a pig moments ago only to be wide awake after taking my shower.

The much awaited, precious weekends are finally here. Shall make full use of my time to strike off some entries in my horrendously long to-do list.

P.S: Weather be kind tomorrow!

And so she returned

2011-09-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

Been trying to pick myself up from the bubble of rejection, trying to see things in a different light. Ever had something within your reach, only for it to be taken so far away you feel it's impossible to get it back? It sucks to have to deceit myself over and over just to make myself feel better and even more so painful when I see whut could have been. I honestly feel the sting in my heart and I can't help it, the tear glands gets unintentionally responsive. I've yet to grasp the concept of knowing that there are greater things out there for me and I'd like to say I still believe in me.

There are nights where I stay up thinking all about life. Thinking how the road ahead is gonner be like. I find myself fast-forwarding to the future, and very quickly, thinking back on the times I've spent before. I miss everything so much. And somehow or another, I wished there was no such thing as sadness or regret.

Till I fill in another random post, xo

HEARTS ALL OVER THE WORLD TONIGHT.

2011-08-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

My cute lil' gems at work whom I love to steal hugs from tell me how can I not luv 'em ;)

LOVE OF MINE.

2011-08-06T04:22:00.000+08:00

"I'll follow you into the dark."

A belated post for the 25th:

Happy 31 Months, dear Dudu love.

It's the little things you do that seem to speak right to my heart. -Making me stay so you could take care of me when I was sick last night, waking up in the unearthly hours of the night to feed me panadol, giving up your blanket and piling jackets on my feet because they were freezing up, and keeping close to me knowing how I love your warmth.

On a night like this where I put my thoughts into words, I just wanner say, I love you beebz, for being the man you are and loving me like no other. I must have done something right to deserve someone like you.

Jer*m

I CAN SING A RAINBOW.

2011-07-29T15:00:00.004+08:00

Miss me? ㋛ Been missing in action in blogger for a lil' more than a month, but still slipping in random thoughts into my Tumblr every now and then, so here I am clearing the cobwebs pronto. Shall start off with my super sweet (and super belated!) twentieth birthday celebrations months back with the different bunch of dearies.

Night before the actual day @ Timbre Old School feat. Secondary school classmates aka LOLers

#fuckyeahduckpizza

Chews and I with our fav camera sides #hahabimbos and Aaron still with hair

Da dudez with Poh's blue orgasm or blowjob in the middle

Headed to Playnation at Prinsep Street afterwhich to abuse each other, scream damn loudly and snatc cards playing ugly dolls. Hehe thanks darlings for the night +treat +your company! x

Was on the train back to hometown when a fraction of my sweet bball girls called me whilst the clock striked 12, singing birthday songs for me over the phone. Awh they picked Xue and I over at sembawang before embarking on another night adventure driving around and we eventually ended up at woodlands waterfront. Played silly games coupled with beer punishments. Am not a fan of beer but I had to because I had to drink for the driver of the night and she was TERRIBLE AT OUR JIE LONG GAMES! Whut can I say, fun night under the night sky with the awesomest peeps. Gr8 way to kick start my birthday!

The culpit! Muahahahaha keeding don't kill mua sweepea, luv chu kay!

Crashed for the night and woke up hours stoked for the days' activities with my dearest bball girls. Packed my exercise bag, tied my hair, and Baby T picked me up from my house before heading over to pick the rest and straight into the gates of YTSS~

Actual day AM @YTSS feat. Kmkzs

Luv this pic xue riz is damn funny #likeafeather

HI BAYBEE~ WINK WINK UR BAK QIU V BIG LEH

Lunch at 925 before heading home to wash up and out again. Met Xue at ssc to grab a cuppa starbucks and to T's crib before zooming off to pick the rest and to plaza sing to collect my lovely cake baby T ordered for me. #blessedwithawesomefriends T'was to marina square for dins at Hippopotamus afterwhich.

Actual day PM @Marina Square

White chocolate macadamia cakie (:

Handmade birthday card by Lvb. Pretty ttm ain't it! Love! +The elmo balloon they tied to my hand and refused to let me take off hehe!

Thank you gems, every single one of you, for making my day a special one. Birthdays make me feel so severely loved and realise whut awesome friend's I've got + how bless I am to hv you guys. Special mention to baby T for being the chaffeur the whole day and doing stuff along the way just to make my birthday a tad more magical. Thks honeybunz for all the gifts and handmade stuff too.. Check out a handmade book for hunzy bunzy. Owe u a huge birthday present plus card, I do rmbr!!!

Actual day Midnight @Marina Barrage, Sembawang Park

Hard to get everyone together at times and therefore am so glad that I get to spend my birthday with my most fav girls. Just gathering round, watching led lights fly the skies, making jokes and laughing non-stop feels like ole days and makes my night. Thanks everyone for everything.. HOW CAN I NOT FEEL BLESSED WITH Y'ALL AROUND? Love y'all to the moon and back (K)

Birthday treat @Beer Market feat. Poly clique

Thank you!

Birthday treat by Fred and Chin @NYDC Bugis, Ah Chew Desserts

We didn't capture a picture tgt ay! But still, sphanks you guys!

Huge big thank you to BBOYTEETH for buying me a Blackberry and hehe beautiful 3rd bouquet from the boy.. Luv flowers.. Love u x 'Y'

Have a swell day folks.. Ending off with a freaky picture (pun intended) HEEHEE

HAVE A SWELL DAY FOLKS!

I'VE GOT SUNSHINE IN A BAG.

2011-06-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

18.6.2011 @ St. James Powerhouse

WE DO NOT REMEMBER DAYS, WE REMEMBER MOMENTS.

2011-06-02T16:15:00.000+08:00

Thursday, 26 May 2011, Graduation Day.

It was an impromptu decision to attend the ceremony. Days before, I was still skeptical about the entire idea and also, lazy to make my way to rent the robe. I'm glad I made it for graduation eventually and somehow or rather, it kinda was more emotional than I thought I would've felt. (Must have been Elfie's video dedication to the class) Anymoohow, gotta thank Eb for helping me get hold of a robe!

Thank you my sweet friends, who came down to congratulate me or even just to have a picture snapped wimme. Thank you Aaron for the pretty pink flower. I always imagined graduating with flowers and yay I got a stalk! :) And also much appreciation to those who wanted to come sit in the auditorium to support me, you know who you are.

Thank you Chewy, who was always there to chiong IT revisions with me, teaching me course work whenever I needed help or freak out that I know nuts about the module, WITH THE UTMOST PATIENCE AND ZERO COMPLAINS. Fyi, she's been my saint since secondary school days. Idk whut I'd do without her.. You're the best sweety! I will definitely miss being in the same class, poly course and the random times I bump into you at our foodcourts and academic blocks. Ugh.. Will miss u like fuck, :'(

Thank you Tan Le Ying, for being cute-in-your-own-way behind that pretty face. You make me laugh and smack my forehead with all your funny habits (The finger thing, cannot ever find your EZ-link card in time to tap), 'illnesses' and words ("Zi lei de", "Huan Le") and I guess no one can ever top the "Dui bu dui, fucker!" phrase of yours. I will always remember the first day we met during orientation, the day you won me dai dee ten times in a row, the day you saved me, blogshopping in class, our internship times and the many memories w the clique..

Thank you Yong Yu Xin, for being the beyond craxy one and adding so much laughter to the group. I never imagined being classmates with you. My impression of you during YTSS times was, this girl is an ah lian. And after getting to know you for this three insane years, I've confirmed you are an ah lian! (Kidding!!!) But I must say you are truly one of the maddest girls I've ever met.. who the hell wears gloves in lecture one! But also, one who stands by your believes and works hard to where you wanner be. I will always remember the times we go home tgt talkg about our future or other nonsense, rushing CCS, swimming times and the list goes on..

Thank you Yee Vonn and Pei Xuan, for being the ever so helpful classmates on earth. You girls never fail to help with tutorials and reports to the most of your ability and yknow whut.. I really appreciate it!!!

Thank you Lecturer Ramasamy Rajesree, my favorite lecturer of all! Thank you for being you and adding so much comedy to our lessons. I truly enjoy your lessons and to me, you're really not just a lecturer, but also, my friend. You truly care for your students, not refering just to the snacks and muruku, but also constantly looking out for opportunities for us. I was really touched when I received the text from you to offer me jobs and not to mention, you were also the one who offered me the Final Year Project with MTV Asia and Nickelodeon. Thanks for all the help and the treat you gave when you visited us at our intern company. Luv u teacher!

Thank you Xiu Bin, for always having the cheeky lil smile on your face when I saw u during mass lectures, brightening up my day. Thanks for being there with me and chewy helping us with our drawings and for other modules as well. All the best in the next phase of your life which suggests.. ARMY!

Thank you FYP comrads, for going through thick and thin together with our journey with MTV and Nickelodeon. We put in our heart and soul right from the start and I'll always rmbr the times we went down brainstorming and editing powerpoint slides like there's no tomorrow and the time we met for our final panel working non-stop without food. Altho we didn't get the results we wanted, deep down in my heart, I still think we deserved THAT BLOODY A GRADE hahaahahaha!

Thank you NJ, for fun times I'd never forget in year 1 and 2, we were the best CADD partners rmbr? And other memories, yknow whut I mean! DDs and sentosa for the win! Thank you Wenyan, for being an awesome group leader. Disagreements are inevitable but I'm glad we were able to pull everythg off. I rly appreciate all the hardwork you have done for the group. And don't always eat cup noodles already! Thx for the card as well!

Thank you Nikki, my sister from another mother! Thanks for being an outstanding leader of our class and making sure information was always passed down to each and everyone of us as well as the memories we had all the way. Thanks for the truffles, they tasted awesomeee!

Thank you Lim Chun Peng, my brudder from another mother for being the most entertaining classmate ever! Thanks for shooting me all the while, you've made me a stronger person. Aaa.. kidding chill chill! Thanks for being my funniest dinosaur or bunny friend, my driving instructor, one of the most lameshit/childish person I've ever met, yong tau fu kaki, lending me your itouch to pass by time in class, and idk why suddenly my mind goes blank when I wanner talk about you but you really added many funky colors to my poly life! I will remember your silly teeshirts forever!

Thank you Kah Han, for being the most normal peep in the clique! Thanks for always bringing the laptop for us girls and always missing me when I'm not in class and texting me to come to school. (This one LOL!) :D Another one who never fails to disturb me in class! Ugh!!! Hehe but no matter whut, i'll never forget you, as the most hensum dude in 06 okuy and last but not least, OMFG YOUR SPORTS SHOES! =P

Thank you Evelyn, even tho we were classmates for one year only, you were always the sweetheart of the group and the one who sang so magically! I remember you were damn good at drawing modules and all the times we had during that short year from site visits to project ripple and all. I know you're uncertain abt whut to do next in your life but I hope you'll find something you really want. Thanks for attending our grad and for all the wonderful pics u helped us take!

Thank you DEPM 06, every single one of you, for all the memories you've given me someway or another, from all the events we've been through together, laughters in class and three years of companionship. May all of you shine brighter than stars in the next phase of your life and remember to remember me always! ^^

Thank you my poly clique, Although we might just be the worst students ever, thanks for being there for me, and thanks for eating yong tau fu, when I wanted to eat YTF, sticking tgt, laughing mad tgt, skipping class/going late to class tgt, celebrating my birthday at dempseys and beer market, and being hardworking and staying back to play bridge. Thanks for all the memories and making me feel like going school for the times I did! Keep in touch!

Thank you all my lecturers for the past three years for your patience, care and love. Special mentions to: Mr Soh Chee Meng, for mentoring me and my FYP mates and having confidence in our project. Mr Chin, for being a funny lecturer making AVS a tad more interesting. The lecturer who taught us drawing and CADD, for being so kind and helpful I just love her. Mr Bernard Lim, for introducing us to ESG for our internship and being a nice lecturer. Mr Tang Ah Lek, for being entertaining and lenient during tutorials. Ms Faith Lee, for being a great PT in year 3, Ms Sally Ng, Mr Alphonsus Ee, F&B Lecturer, Mr Koh Soo Seng who used to send us to mrt stations nearer to home after lessons and tell us his kung fu stories, CSW lecturer, Ms Wong Kit Peng.

Love, Jerm.

THE GREATEST THING, THAT YOU'LL EVER LEARN, IS JUST TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN - MOULIN ROUGE

2011-06-02T12:31:00.000+08:00

"Will you still love me tomorrow.."

My favorite performances of this season. The first part of bennie and the jets by Haley is stuck in my head and the other two are stunning renditions of songs I always loved.

I'M INTO YOU

2011-05-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

When I look into your eyes it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm tripping and I can not get over
I'm feeling lucky like a four leaf clover

Awesome meeting up the poly clique in town for lunch. We had colorful xiao long baos and they make me happy! Got back home round 5ish and about to go out soon for birthday celebration at Phuture. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU(S)AARON CHEONG AND LIM MAN LIN! Heart both of yall for all time..

WHEN THE WORLD WAS SMALL AND WE CLUTCHED IT IN OUR HANDS

2011-05-05T12:02:00.141+08:00

"The wind blew for us and the sun shone for us, when laughter filled these empty rooms."

A simple date with Babe at the usual East Coast Park weekends ago. Somehow, it never fails to put me in a carefree mood where nothing else matters, and simply take in all the sights and sounds.

We started off blading towards Changi before returning to the car to grab our kite and beach mat for the next activity. We then headed to the seaside and within a few short minutes, our kite was flying beautifully in the sky. First time ever that I've flown a kite successfully and till it was fully extended!

In Loving Memory of Jer*maine's Braces

April 2007-April 2011

And this is pretty much belated but I've finally taken out my braces as of April the 7th. It was an impromptu decision but I decided to take it out prematurely due to job opportunities. Wasn't used to my new set of teeth in the beginning, and it was weird not having the metal bits in my mouth anymore and even brushing my teeth since I've had braces for fouryears right from secondary four. I kept using my tongue to sweep across my teeth and it was oh so smooth and straight! :D And now there comes a new friend called the retainers..

*~Thanks for the memories~*

Went Bedok Food Centre with mom a few days back for dinner because she was craving for the famous cuttlefish w kang kong there. Had ayam penyet and hokkien mee too.. Headed over to Eastwood and guess who we saw in cold storage.. Jacques Ooi from the Noose! Headed to ice cream gallery to grab the Sea salt caramel and roasted almond flavored ice cream afterwhich. Tastes so awesome just like before.. Reminds me of the internship days where Eileen, Eleanor and myself would go and eat icecream near our company.. *Yurmmy*

Yesterday, Babe was given liberty from lunch time due to navy day and we headed to sembawang shopping centre for astons. For a moment, it almost felt like Babe booked the entire place because there was no one inside till we got seated. I had disappointing steak though :( then drove back to his place where he slept likea pig and me, playing with the blackberry for hours. He woke up during dinner time, filled our tummies and then we started jamming in his room. Love times like this.. where we excitedly 'perform' songs we love on the net and he playing the guitar and I can sing along to them. A few songs we could do without the capo included Forget you by Cee lo green, Boston by Augustana, Unchained Melody and Secret Valentine. Man.. I wished I knew how to play the guitar..

Aight, gotta get my bum outta here. Gonner get ready to meet poly babes and then my sec school peeps at night. See you at Phuture tonight folks!

SAID I'D MISS YOU FOR THE LONGEST TIME

2011-05-03T10:52:00.002+08:00

"Love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and you see him smile the second you close your eyes."

I was at the pet shop with Beeb in the morning when we came across something really cute. In the glass enclosure in front of the shop, we spotted up to a maximum of five hamsters squeezing one another out for a little spot on the exercise wheel. It was total chaos on the wheel with hammies running in different directions and their lil feet looked so cute and agile as they went on mini outbursts.. Awh.. hehe lil pleasures in life, :)

Friday afternoon saw me catching the royal wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton. The Duchess totally fits the whole package to be the next Queen and I thought her Alexander McQueen wedding dress done by Sarah Burton and team fitted her like a glove and she looked absolutely gorgeous. Amongst the guests, David and Victoria Beckham were my favourite couple as they looked stylish as usual and so good together. I'm in love with all the elaborate hats the ladies wore, makes them so elegant and iNtErEsTiNg. It was heart warming seeing the couple and their emotions on that day just like a simple cute smile they let out whilst exchanging vows and so on. Impromptu plans for Attica at night was cancelled and passed meeting the girls for dinner in town because I was a lazy bum.

Saturday, went to church with Lvb and Bbg. Certain things spoke to my heart and I'm gonner remember it. Parted ways with Lvb at hometown and settled for dins at Pastamania. Wanted to catch Scream 4 but decided to save money and went to Bbg's house to take the car and head out to find Tricia's baby at Macritchie Reservoir. Thomas came along and we picked Ling on the way.

Macritchie kinda looked creepy at night and I kept sticking close to them whilst finding the dog. Walked to the pontoon yet no sign of the dog. As we were walking back, we saw her and brought to feed her at the SP boats shed. She's sucha darling, following Bbg wherever she went and followed us to where our car was parked. I really love dogs but I must admit, I'm afraid to let them smell me because I always have this vision in my mind that they'll bite off my fingers. But I did manage to let her smell me eventually and we were patting her and giving her massages. It must have felt good because she laid so comfortable on the floor and was closing her eyes every now and then. The worst part was that she came running after our car when we were leaving. I guess that was the last straw and then did we start our mission to bring that dog into the car and bring her back with us. We tried all sorts of ways, trying to lure her into the car and even the boot and after sometime, she magically jumped into the car and off we when. I think Bbg got very excited because she actually bumped the car into the wall while she was trying to reverse! And that was how Doo doo spent a few nights in comfort sleeping next to Tricia tan. So whilst people have god daughters, Doo doo's my god dogther ^^

Sunday, Mother's-Day-in-advance-brunch at Nexx Mall, Pu Tien restaurant with grandparents, mom and sis. The food was yummy and satisfying! Worth going back again to try other dishes.. Went to grannies place after that when the PAP happened to drop by during their door to door visits. They took a picture with us, where 4 generations of my family happened to be there and I just realised, I'm on PAP Cynthia Phua's facebook! Wonder if I'm on the Neesoon Newsletter because I shook Muhammad Faishal's hand weeks back at Chong Pang market while I was eating porridge and youtiao during breakfast. :D

With the elections going on, I find it so very intriging and I like that I get to hear different point of views that sets me thinking. I wanted to go for the rally at yishun stadium just to hear whut they had to say. Five years later, I will. Anyhow, went to bishan after that to sistic because my sis and mom's wanner buy tickets for Thriller and Babe picked me up from there. Finally get to see him due to NDP commitments not counting liberty nights out. Dins at Chong Pang market before heading to downtown east to pass something to his friend and then to Tampines Giants.

For the past week, I've been driving my mom and brudda to work to brush up on my driving skills and earlier in the week on wednesday, crossed the border with my dad to have a car wash breakfast, shop for some groceries and pump petrol. I'm so proud of myself heehee! Headed out right after for a treat from Fred with Lvb at Nihon Mura. Stomach bursting experience once again.. Anyway, thank you, Frederick!

I'D LIKE TO GO SOMEWHERE I'VE NEVER BEEN, AND I'D LIKE TO GO THERE WITH YOU

2011-05-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

"And you may not know, that may be all I need."

Maroon 5 Live in Singapore, 25 April 2011

One week ago, I was screaming my lungs out at the singapore indoor stadium and jumping likea g6 especially when Adam sang in the direction where I was seated. I'd love to believe that at one short-lived point, he was looking straight at me and singing that few lyrics to me.

His voice live was so damn good and it gave me the goosebumps with every heartfelt word he sang. I totally fell in love with the rendition of Won't Go Home Without You that night, and somehow tears welled up into my eyes. The only pity was that they didn't get to sing a handful of songs from the new album that I was excited to hear such as How, Out of Goodbyes, Just a Feeling and a few more from the previous albums.

I was all hyped up earlier in the day, singing loudly in the shower and whilst I was on my way to meet Marissa, I kept checking if I remembered to bring the tickets wimme or, that the tickets were safely in my bag careful not to drop it when I took my ezlink card in and outta my bag to tap. Met the babe and off we were rushing to find the entrance and getting into the arena. I didn't bring any recording devices. Ikr kill me pleaze. But I just wanted to be physically there, soak in the moment and come to terms with the fact that Adam Levine was performing live and, motherfucking hot.

Our seats weren't too bad.. and honestly, I can't bring myself to say they were good unless I was able to reach out and touch Adam. Shortly, the concert kick started with the song Misery and for the rest of the night, we were screaming like craxy girls and singing our brains out to every lyric with every fan just as mad as us. I bought the official tour teeshirt as well and threw it over me halfway through the show woo hoo~

Marissa and I made a pinky promise that we'll save enough cash to be in that front few seats the next time M5 comes back! And I just wanner do a special mention for my dear Marissa who was sucha sweetheart because she actually rushed to buy me the 2nd album after her work that day as a surprise before coming to meet me and skipped her dins as a result. Overflowing love right! *Heart ya!*

Had to showoff! :-P

LUV YOU, MAROON 5!

SINE CERA, WITHOUT WAX

2011-05-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

We just did the craziest thing on earth- Bringing a stray dog from Macritchie Reservoir, putting it into a car and it's sleeping soundly in Bbg's room right now. I adore Doo doo so much already wanner buy him food and shower him with doggie accessories. :D

THE DARK EYES FOREVER ETCHED INTO THE TENDER FIBRES OF MY MEMORY

2011-04-28T16:36:00.005+08:00

"My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me, I couldn’t help but smile straight from my heart. It made me never want to let you go, to just stay wrapped in your arms forever, where nothing else matters but you and me."

I'm falling behind, falling behind blogging time. The last time I managed an entry was three weeks ago. I've been as occupied as a ladies restroom and with all that has happened, I srsly don't know where to begin. Baby steps, baby steps that's the way to go.

Before the poly break ended, spent my days going on mini dates with Bbg where we went for manicures, xiao long bao high teas, spent time at pet lovers centre choosing out dog food for tricia's baby at macritchie reservoir, late night dim sum and porridge suppers, other impromptu outings and we attended our senior, zaus's 21st birthday at marina bay sands on 12 April. Bbg has been driving us around this sunny lil' island and I can't help but feel the lazy bug implanted in me but who doesn't love feelin' so pampered and chaffeured around heehee! Life iz good

Edited on 3/5/2011 @12:17AM with pictures, Zaus 21st birthday at MBS

Attended babe's Hell Week graduation on 5th may. A short intro on whut it is all about = 'Team Building week' more infamously known as Hell week is where divers are push to their ultimate limits, going through things like cold treatment, 3 km night paddling, and all the while receiving only minimal hours of sleep, sometimes only 3 hours collectively over 5 days.
So the entire course was kept a secret with respect to when it commenced and when it would end till we received further instructions from his instructor. I had mixed feelings reading this line in the email stating, "I am pleased to inform you that your loved one has successfully endured through more than 50 hours of non-stop physical activities thus far without sleep and he is doing well." The first half of the sentence made me think to myself, 'My poor boy, so poor thing, no sleep and all.' But somehow the second half made me have a tad more peace at mind knowing he was all right.

Reached the sembawang camp round 6ish with his family and proceeded to the hall to watch videos and a short briefing. After that, we made our way to the field to watch babe and his batch boys complete the final leg of the course. For the record, it was the first time ever that families and loved ones were invited to view the Grand Finale due to secrecy and guests were warned not to take any photos during their evolutions. Hence, it was a priviledged and an interesting experience to be able to see them do boat pt amidst the deafening smoke grenades that were thrown around and understand a fraction of toughness he has been going through. Apart from that, it was visually impossible trying to spot babe out from the sea of soldiers clad in their long four green uniform with them on a green muddy field.. They all looked the same!

After a series of evolutions, they announced the end of Hell Week and as a spectator, I could see how delighted and emotional they were at the same time as they hugged each other and punched their fists in the air. After receiving their diver badges, they proceeded to the basketball court where loved ones were given some time to talk to them and Babe's dad helped him pin up his Diver badge! You could see how drained they looked and Babe certainly had really terrible eyebags! :3 Headed separated ways after that because they had to stay in camp for one more night under medical supervision to make sure they were safe and sound.

Dearest Bboy, I know that you're passionate about whut you are doing now and as I told you before, I always believed you had an affinity with the water. Even though I always challenge you and say that it's easy peasy to be a Diver but deep down, I know that you've gone through so much both physically and mentally to get where you are and truly deserve the respect. Am so proud of you my cute lil' botak Diver! Now, one last (hopefully) hurdle which will end in August.

FULL FLEDGED DIVER, LIM WENYI! *Supporting you all the way with pom poms high up in the sky*

Blog soon to clear up more blogging debts.. American Idol on tonight and and and, support http://yourcollarbones.blogspot.com

Much luv, Jerm.

YOU GOT ME SKY HIGH LIKE ROCKETS IN FLIGHT

2011-04-06T14:09:00.039+08:00

"Cause love is, whut love makes and true love, never breaks."

Life's sucha paradox. Sometimes, it brings you apart from the ones you love, leaving the heart sting and sore. However, the other emotion of seeing them after a period of time doubles the happiness inside.

Just super duper proud of the amazing boy snoring behind me and in deep sleep now.. Officially a Naval Diver and hell weeker! ^^

TRICIA TAN CHER RUI,

2011-04-05T00:50:00.006+08:00

How can I not love you?

The one who feeds me shilin xxl chicken
The one who genuinely wishes the best for me
The one who makes time for me amidst her super packed training schedule
The one who makes me laugh out bubbletea from my mouth when she sings
The one who accompanies me to town and waits for me to finish my manicure
The one who makes me feed stray dogs with her all the way to macritchie reservoir
The one who drives me to sembawang camp to catch a glimpse at someone in the middle of the night,

All this just to name a few..

An awesome date with Sf for one whole day. I just love how we can bicker in the car and laugh like crazy at the same time. It's true I treasure this friendship and luv you more than I can say. -All this even though I get mini heart attacks in the passenger seat many a times when she drives her mitsubishi grandis. Lets make noise at each other till we're yo yo hip grannies and hair turns grey \m/

I WISH I MAY I WISH I MIGHT HAVE THIS WISH I WISH TONIGHT.

2011-04-02T17:28:00.001+08:00

MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT.

2011-04-01T01:45:00.004+08:00

“Built a wall around my heart, never let it fall apart."

There comes a point in your life when you are faced to make decisions and leave your comfort zone. I fear rejection, I really do but as nerve-wrecking as it may be, I'm bringing along an open heart and a tad of bravery with me, :)

It's gonner be a life changing and torturous five days for the lover starting tonight. After six grueling months and you're finally here at the last hurdle. As I am typing this, I imagine you in the midst of smoke grenades, and it kills to know you have to go through both physical and mental torture like how legendary discussed. Nothing ever comes easy, true that. But more than anything, I know you'll make it through. See you at the finishing line, Diver Lim.

xx

WHAT ARE WORDS.

2011-03-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

I know this video has been circulating like wild fire and has touched the hearts of many. I'm no exception. Listening to the song really makes me teary in the eye, speaks right to my heart.

I've been sucha couch potato, getting lazier by day and going on occasional feasts. Last week, buffet at kiseki where @frederick88, @CHINWANLING and myself ate till we almost exploded. We were left with no choice since the spread was fantabulous- Tempura prawns, salmon sashimi, potato rosti, chawanmushi, ribeye beef, desserts which in my food connoiseur friend's opinion, was heaven in his mouth. I amazed myself by eating two more rounds of waffles + chocolate fondue + mini marshmellows + green tea ice cream albeit being filled to the brim. And I knew I went all out when I had to remove my belt and when I decided not to eat for 7 days. Not to forget great company wink wink.

The 7 day without food thing didn't materialise obviously. Went across the border the next evening with my parents and off we were for another sumptous seafood dins. Crabs, stingray, san lou bee hoon, vege, cockles.. Om nom nom I love salted egg crabbies and malaysian currency. Giants supermart to buy groceries, washed our car, filled petrol and back to singapore by midnight. Which reminds me of the previous week where me and mom when over to johore bahru for our cheap thrills girls day out. Discovered a decent japanese place and glitter O.P.I medi and pedicure done before checking out some new shopping mall.

Saturday with babyboy. Beach road. Fish soup, famous char kway tiao, and tau suan. Army market. Golden mile. China town Pearl Centre. Babe went for full body massage. And whilst we were driving to bencoolen, we made several wrong turns and got caught in 3 ERP gantries = $6 for no rhyme or reason! In our own words, it was sbsttfm. Dinner was at ang mo kio avenue 1. Fish steamboat, ngoh hiang and crispy sotong.

I realised why I seem to have put on weight. Refers to the above few paragraphs.

Ironically, I guess someone up there heard my prayers and have sent maroon 5 to me. Need to get my bum to a SISTIC outlet asap to get my best seats. I cannot do without them this year, I remember crying when I missed their previous concert. I know right. But am guilty to be hopelessly devoted to m5 hehe.

Backing up hours ago, @limyiling and myself hopped onto our virgin ride with the newest driver in our clan, @triciatancr. I seriously was contemplating to sit in the front seat before I left home. Damn joke. Wanted to head to IIC but couldn't find it so we settled for tau huay. Fancy spotting Qi Yi Wu, the mediacorp artiste, whilst alighting the car. Reached home safe and sound and maybe a little scratch on her car's tyre. :-D

And have u heard? Results are out! As usual, I'm gonner keep the suspense til' tmrw. Note to self: Do not open any texts from an unknown number because it's prolly my results from SP. I can still vividly remember the scare I had when I accidentaly and prematurely pressed my mobile to see my last semester results. With all this said, thanks to all you lovely peeps who wished me the best of luck. Luv y'all.

So much for wanting to sleep early. Gonner crash right after I hit 'Publish Post'. Goodnight, folks.

BUTTER COOKIES

2011-03-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

9.3.2011 @ Butterfactory,

Self explanatory <3

19, 20, 21

2011-03-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

Candy's 19th birthday @ Butterfactory, 19.1.2011

Seems like we've been here before. -The same people, yet different place. I'm glad that we're able to stick it out for so long and celebrate each of our birthdays together year after year. A very happy belated birthday to my dearest, Soul. Know that you'll always, always have us as your pillars. Luv u x

P/S. Whut the hell I didn't have an individual shot with you that night.

Frederick's 21st birthday, 12.2.2011

My ruddie, my kor, my khaki. I really lov3 people who can make me smile and laugh likea shitbag and this is whut my sunshine friend here can do. I guess you'll only meet a few true friends in life and I can safely say that you're one of mine.

Awesome spread of food, but luk, white choc macademia cake, a simple celebration. Got the birthday boy the latest Liverpool jersey to match his Liverpool themed room! ^^ May all your wishes come true for your big 21st birthday and that you like my handmade card full of lovezzxx!

P/S. Am gonner miss the shit outta you when u get enlisted to serve the nation. zzz

Loverboy's 20th, 5.3.2011

Barbeque, spamming of pictures, cute mickey mouse cake and heaps of handmade cards for the birthday girl. Thank you XingHui and Frederick for being the main chefs of the day feeding us with stingrays, sotongs and all the yummy food available! The birthday girl was like a celebrity with tonnes of cameras aiming at her and I guess that's whut a birthday is about, to be able to busk in the love of her loved ones and celebrate turning a year older. Loverboy, hope you enjoyed! We'll meet up soon!

And surprise surprised, I can finally say I've unofficially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic as of last week. I literally LOL-ed when I heard a course mate shout, "I FEEL ALIVE~" when he walked out of the exam room after handing up his paper. Somehow, isn't that whut we all feel after we've completed our final exam paper? I'm just gonner keep my fingers crossed to end with a decent gpa.

Met Tricia after that for carls junior which was heaven in my mouth before meeting Wanling altogether for some retail therapy. Shopped til' my back almost broke and back to hometown, get changed and off for a night swim + jacuzzi. Thiz iz life man. (Y)

And ending off with supper at rubinah! Egg prata, tissue prata, teh cino = Best combi. We were treated to a live show of a lizard trying to mate with another.

The next day, met Tricia in the morning for breakfast and went daiso before heading home to rush out cards for classmates and heading out to the class chalet. I swear it's the first time I felt so independant travelling by public transport alone to downtown east.

-Walked to sbw mrt

-Trained to yishun mrt

-Bused to tampines

-Train to pasir ris

-Bus to downtown east

Can you imagine this tedious route! Arrived at the chalet, caught up with some classmates, ate some food, the wings were as good as pizza huts and ended my day at club PLAY with my girls.

FYP presentation finally over on tuesday. Never been so hardworking in my poly life until the recent monday and tuesday where we discussed and rehearsed over and over again. May we be boh bi-ed!

Alas, lastnightwasfreakingfunatbutterfactoryandican'tstopsmilingatthephotoswetooklastnightpleasetellmewe'regoingtopartyrealsoon!

SATURDAY MORNING,

2011-03-05T11:27:00.003+08:00

Rushing Loverboy's card in the morning and all ready to go out. Adore my lastest accessory, chunky silver necklace! Party in the night x

FEARLESS

2011-02-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

I figured moms who are cheesed off can be really be scary yet funny at the same time. A few days back my mom was being pissed with the kids and she was screaming the whole house down and slammed the door of the room real hard. Few moments later, I wanted to leave the room and guess whut, it couldn't open and we got locked in the room.. LOLTTM!

Cartoon or whut.. So we had to dismantle the entire door knob, passing tools screwdrivers under the door with my brudda and sis outside and me and my mom on the inside stranded. Morale of story: Beware of angry moms they can be really strong but ain't my mom cool beans!

Been watching American idol and there's really a few of them i like, like Lauren Alaina (who sang aerosmith's don't wanner miss a thing) and sadly, Chris Medina and Colton Dixon who didn't make it into the top twenty four. http://www.accesshollywood.com/the-emotional-back-story-behind-american-idols-chris-medina-and-an-update-on-his-fiancee_article_42907

2:08

No strings attached wasn't too bad. 3 outta 5 popcorns. And damn, GV's advertisements before the show is mad long. Babe and I never fail to demolish our half sweet half salted porkcornz before the show.. :')

I'mma go pick babe from water venture sembawang. Practise my driving a lil. (Y) Toodles!

BOUND TO YOU

2011-02-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

As slow as I may be, Burlesque was a m a z e b a l l s . Majorly in love with the show! Christina aguilera looks mother hot in the film and her voice, mindblowing. Have always loved her even right back in the genie in a bottle days.. Gotta give her props for such insane vocal chords. Total must-watch!

Next on my belated movie list: Love and other drugs.

Toodles!

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head,

2011-02-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Killed not one but two papers in a row. Mentally drained. I'mma go put a mask on my face and chill the fuck out. C:

Such great heights,

2011-02-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

I'm stuck with the books whilst babe's out partying. H8 the exams. It's always the last wave of papers that makes it insane to focus because it just seems so close to the end. Guess I've to just motivate myself to mug hard since I didn't win the TOTO hong bao draw yesterday.

Caught 127 hours yesternight. Totally cringed at the part the main character was cutting off his hand. Babe kept using my hands to cover his eyes and I think he almost fainted.. So silly ;-) Green hornet weeks back.. Was listening to the radio and heard that there were many comments on Jay chou's english in the movie but I reckon it's not that bad whuttt considering he learnt the language for a few weeks. Anyohowz, the BLACK BEAUTY is kinda awesome ay! And sis and I brought momma to watch It's a great world some time back.. If only the place was still around..

Blading at ecp after a long time today.. Love the feelg of the wind brush against my face.. Saw many cute dogs at the park.. Makes me wanner go aww right away.. Gosh really want a dog! Lagoon was super packed in the evening so no hokkien mee and oh lua but there was still carls jr for dins. Love the potatowy friesss.. 0:) We caught the chingay parade by chance whilst otw to my place. I think we waved to K. Shanmugam on the hippo tour bus from the car too..

Meet Happy, Jun feng's adorable dog, who loves the camera! Taken on chu1 san1..

Cute!

Can't get enough rest after brain-killing from the negotiation paper. One uni application down, still got a few more to go.. Life after poly is quite a blur. I'll go have a night sleep first. Goodnight huns. 9te!

Every night,

2011-02-17T17:32:00.000+08:00

Saudade (Noun): The feeling that occurs when two people are in Love but are far apart and it crushes their hearts.

2011-02-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

Brr.. It's been chilly days and the sun has finally slowly revealed itself. I've been wrapping myself like sushi for the past few nights and it was nice having egg prata, indian rojak, bee hoon goreng, teh cino and tissue prata to warm myself up a little during dinner. Still, I prefer sunny days hands down.

It's a few minutes past twelve and tentatively, it's chinese new year eve today! Kinda looking forward to the festive season to stock up on the many pieces of yushof bin ishaks and not forgetting, the goodies and yu sheng! Om nom nom.. ~~~I lov3 to lou hei!~~~

Gonner do up my acrylic nails and add some polka dots to funk it up!

COMPARISON IS THE BIGGEST THEIF OF HAPPINESS.

2011-01-27T02:42:00.001+08:00

Babe did his very first 8m jump today. Am very proud of him even though his backside pain now! Hee hee.. Praying everyday for your safety, love. Missssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu cannnnnnnnnnnnnn youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

So cute ;( Damn it fast forward to friday please!

TELL ME THE WARS YOU'RE FIGHTING BEHIND THE SMILE YOU'RE HIDING.

2011-01-25T19:42:00.001+08:00

I was waiting for the longest time, she said. I thought you forgot.

It's hard to forget, I said, when there's such an empty space when you're gone.

I wished I was this fair.

The weather is sucha pain in the ass today. Changed to go for my routine run in the morning and before I headed out, there came the rain. Same thing repeated itself in the afternoon. Bummer. Gonner go run with babyt l8rz and I hope the weather plays no tricks on me no more. Needa srim down fo' di niu year!

Weekends was spent in town shopping our butts off, hunting for cny clothes. Aoba hokkaido for dins. Ramen, soft shell crab and prawn tempura. Legs all sore after a long day. Miss babyboy whilst posting up his pic here.. Weekends arrive soon? ;-)

I so wanner catch Burlesque in the theatres!

Off to do my toes nails.. Love, Jerm.

Edited
Run just now was pretty good. Clocked distance and tried out the new playground at my block with the rock climbing structures, like finally. Passed by old campus during our run and it reminded me of secondary school times. Rubinah after that and watched T eat prata and teh bing. Makes me wanner go back there for dins tmrw. Tempted! Tissue prata baby! Funny how we tried to avoid the group of bangalas whilst walking home. And omfg I think it's raining for the third time today. Freak weather, world coming to an end. :O Alrighty, gonner crash. Complexion is crap. G'night folks. ^^

ALL I WANT IS YOU AND ME ALWAYS.

2011-01-20T11:22:00.128+08:00

"I figured what it is all about. It's you that I could never live without. You're everything, the air that I breathe."

Skipped lessons today. So much for promising myself to attend lessons in the morning. It was easy breaking that promise with lazy bugs and some alcohol in my system. Let's try to shove the idea of warning letters sitting in my email.. Double fillet o fish to cheer myself up! *Nods* The kickass burger is back muthafuckerz!

Celebrated Took's birthday with butter cookies at Butterfactory last night. (Y) Hope you enjoyed yourself even though the cake dropped on the floor. ;( Can't w8 for next stop, club PLAY. Close to 2o minutes before you turn 19, dear soul! Don't be sho blur already hokie! At least now y'know where raffles place is.. Lastly, be happy! (-:

Shopping for the past few days has been fucked up. Being a blackie, having an eye for black clothes, I've found 0 items for new year. But amidst the shopping, found some nize foodies. Finally tried i love taimei at bugis. I kinda like the tofu fries! The bubble tea is mediocre.. Tried petite donuts too (The shop that took over Auntie Annies at taka's basement) and man, do those donuts look oh so cute in bite sizes. Not forgetting my awesome ramen dins on monday at Orchard Point..

Yay to tasty ramen! (This is a bad picture!)

I am majorly in love with maroon 5 once again after listening to the songs from their newest album, hands all over. Somehow, I always feel myself magically drawn to their songs.. Favourite band of all-time. As usual, i'm helplessly hypnotized by adam levine's love sick voice. Been sad and lonely since Scratchy the iShuffle has gone mia. So I hijacked my brudda's itouch and I'mma happy kid 'cause i'm dumping songs into my playlist there.. Coolio songs to accompany me from sbw to dover.. Whee~

Ending off with a maroon 5 song.. Toodles!

I HAD SEX ON THE BEACH WITH MY KAMIKAZE BUT IT WAS JUST AN ILLUSION.

2011-01-11T12:40:00.001+08:00

"I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." -John Smith, Pocahontas

2011 seems like an unlucky year for me. Since the start, I've fainted on the mrt platform, got audiolly harrassed by some pervert, dieting plans kinda falling through, been two days since I wanner go for my morning run and it rained for both days and got stuck in a lift for the first time in my life just yesterday.

Celebrated Rou Miao's 20th birthday at Timbre @ Old School yesternight over dope pizzas, list of dedicated songs to the birthday girl, and laughing at this guy named henry. It was a chilly night with the non-stop rain but it was nice having a cosy area to booze the night away with the live band in the background. Guess the girl enjoyed herself because she was grinning from ear to ear when she heard the live band sing only girl in the world by rihanna, C:

Roasted Duck Pizza, the crisy stuff on top is (Y) likea CNY ' nian huo', is a must to order!

Calamari Rings, Timbre Wings not featured but it was really yummaye!

First wave of shooters, Kamikaze

Second and third wave of shooters, Sex on the Beach and Illusion, Tricia's treat! Thankew and win more mahjong!

Banana crumble 'cake!'

Group shot!

Crazy bitches at Dhouby

My birthday wishes for you more on the card.. But in a nutshell, just know I luv you a plenty! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY! More piccas found here! Have a swell day folks!

THE EMBARRASING CASE OF THE FAINTING GIRL AT DOVER STATION.

2011-01-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

The following account happened last thursday, 6 January 2011.

"Eileen, I cannot see already, really really omg."

"You okuy? Don't scare me!"

The next moment saw white and zonked out. Moments later which felt like 5 mere seconds to me, (she eventually told me the fainting lasted for a minute or so), I felt her pulling me on one hand and my body on the floor with a super heavy head and sweating like a mad pig.

Opened my eyes and saw many other eyes on me and a lady was asking me to sit down and rest. Made my way to the lift and down to the concourse where I sat against the pillar and Hero #1 of the day, Eileen spammed me with kit kat ballz and I felt much better. Waited for Hero #2 of the day, who sent me home eventually. I even didn't forget to update my facebook status in midst of feeling faint. (Y) At least, it was a romantic bus ride home with baby T.

I kept bugging Eileen to reanact the whole incident over and over again because I could not believe it just happened, still. Earlier that day, it was so coincidental that I was asked this question over and over by different people, "Whoa you so skinny got blood meh?" I'm not boasting about people commenting I'm skinny or whut but seriously this is THE SIGN. Like it was meant to happen. Plus earlier in the morning on the train, I was just thinking to myself why nowadays there are less crazy incidents or people around on the train. Joke. 010 says it's karma, fine fine.. =P

Eileen also told me that my lips was totally white and I actually fan1 bai1 yan1, kinda means my eyes rolled to the white parts when I was gonner faint. I figured that was rather twilighty vampirish and freaky and wondered how'd I looked like so I guess I'd look like this pic below. Okuy, happy halloween. Hee hee..

Anyohow, in the midst of an unlucky event happening to me, I totally felt love from friends and family that care. Thankq all you sweethearts for the concern and calls, you made my fainting worthwhile. I would faint all over for you guys again. Just kiddang touch wood! I totally got screwed all over by mom for being gei kiang and donating blood. For the record, it's my second time fainting because of this donation of blood thing. For those who liked my facebook status, seriously, whut's wrong with you! Your lovely friend bloody fainted! Laugh.

Conclusion, I'll definitely continue my quest of saving lifes and donate blood but surely take care of myself first. And thankq heroes of the day (idk whut i'll do w/o u two) and my awesome friendos! HUG!

I SERIOUSLY HAVE WEIGHT ISSUES. I'MMA FUCKING FAT SLOTH NOW. STRICT DIET STARTS TMRW I SWEAR!

School week one is over and done with. Rejoice because FYP report is finally handed up. I took a picture of it for memory sake during the final moments wiv it.. Kinda bitter sweet.. Give me an A? Lecturers keep emphasizing how short the terms' gonner be. I'm just, very uncertain.

Last night, supper at holland v. Swensens earthquake and waffle. Treat by babe's army buddy, Cheng Hou. Thank you!

Celebrated Karen's 20th birthday at Timbre @ Old School on friday night. A night of spamming pictures and polariods and lucky girl showered with so much pressies and love from all directions. Lychee martini and roasted duck pizza. Awesome ttm. Anyway, Happy birthday dearest primary school best friend!

Out from here!

STAR LIGHT, STAR BRIGHT, THE FIRST STAR I SEE TONIGHT.

2011-01-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

"I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight."

Nombor satu post in the year 2011. For the first time ever, I've written a new year resolution for myself, a total of thirteen points to keep me in line. Gonner keep my hopes and expectations low because I figured if I expect too much, I'm gonner be disappointed, discouraged and whut not.

Welcomed the new year with my sexy babes over at chocolate chips' crib. Earlier that day was at vivo city with the babe where we had the mussell guys, gelare for dessert and shopped around a bit. Gelare waffle with ice cream was heavenly, kinda a substitute for a&w! Sometimes, this botak dude says the cutest things like how he feels that every shop should have seats like forever 21 where the boyfriends can sit down and wait till their girlfriends comb the entire boutique. Obviously good for boyfriends like him!

Met the rest later in the evening for steam boat and chillax session. Too lil too much drinks. I'll summarized whut happened in a few key words: 1) TEARS 2) LAUGHTER 3) I NEVER CHOCOLATE CHIP 4) KISSES 5) SLEEPING AT TOILET BOWL 6) CANNOT FORGET THE PAST. I figured crying is very contagious! I knew it was that's it when uncle william gave us shots of johnny walker. The only surviving sober human in that room was mywy. But seriously, one of the best nights of 2010. Lov3 you crazy bitches xoxo. Blogger is taking fucken long to load pictures so here for more, smiley.

Back to school tomorrow. Toodles..

IF YOU'RE NOT FOR ME, THEN WHY DOES THIS DISTANCE MAIM MY LIFE.

2010-12-30T21:29:00.127+08:00

"'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right, and though I can't be with you tonight, and though my heart is by your side."

MERRY VERY BELATED CHRISTMAS BOMBSHELLS!

Christmas was spent at home with the folks having traditional christmas dins. Mom started preparation right from early afternoon with the help of her capable chua helpers. Salad, Brocolli soup, Garlic bread, Stuffed turkey, Gammon ham, Beef stew, Lobster thermidor, Sausage with wrapped with bacon, Corn sticks, Baked potatoes with bacon bits, Sphag, Log cake for dessert. Marvo spread or whut!

Played with my adorable lil' bolster-like nieces and nephew after dins and it's cute how they can get all excited with just a hula hoop. :D They even danced to nobody but you and drew us christmas cards.. Such cuties.. More piccas over here!

Sunday,

Went to Causeway Point on tuesday with babe. Wanted to eat our fav pizza hut student meal but omg sua ku us went there only to find out that most of the shops are closed for renovation. Caught Narnia at the theatres and it's pretty nice! Awe with the effects. Which reminds me, caught Kaiji: The Ultimate Gambler on the telly one fine day and boy, the plot is simply genius. Somehow I'mma fan of movies starring Tatsuya Fujiwara, it's always mind fucking and smart in some way like Deathnote and Kai ji itself. Thumbs up(Y) Pss.. I think he's kinda cute too, no? ;)

Wednesday, cross the border to malaysia truly asia for a short day trip with babe and his army buds.

Activities/food log for the day:

1. City square, lunch at Nandos

2. Secret recipe cake spam

3. Auntie Annes pretzels

4. Holiday plaza, full body massage

5. Monopoly deal with 20pcs nuggets

6. Seafood dins at Taman Sri Tebrau

7. Back to City square jalan jalan

8. Baskin robbins and J.co

The full body massage was funny because I was trying to suppress my laughter when the masseuse was pressing the sensitive points on my body like y'know the side of the ribcage and such. And I almost got a shock of my life when she suddenly 'twist' my neck to 'stretch' it I guess. But oh well, a relaxing massage overall. =)

Dinner was insane plus cheappp.. We had chilli crab, salted egg crab, two plates of chee cheong fan, sambal kang kong, bamboo clams, cereal prawns (the bomb), prawn paste chicken, sweet sour pork, fried sotong. Supa full to the brim! All of our happy faces below.. Cheng Hou and Edwin, Raynard and Rachael, and lastly me and babe!

Thursday was nua-ing day and late night supper at East Coast Park carl's junior. After reading my blog post, I can fully understand whut's with my weight nowadays. Food load = fat sloth! Played mono deal with Veron's deck, which is the hong kong version, cool! Knockout otw home..

Whut a long post.. Toodles y'all!

WHUTEVER IT TAKES.

2010-12-28T04:01:00.000+08:00

“I’m falling even more in love with you. I’m letting go of all I’ve held on to. I’m hanging by a moment, here with you.”

Listening to the songs in my playlist, all sorts in there. I love how a song can trigger your memory and have the ability to bring you back to a particular moment in your life. Makes you feel like you ain't that distant from the past. Perhaps, it's my way of holding onto memories I wish to keep with me. I love how people can come up with beautiful yet apt lyrics to a song to the extend where more often than not, you feel seamless connection to it and subconsciously, a smile emerges or a tear drops from the corner of your eye.

Just some thoughts.. Gotta go crash.

WITH LOVE FROM ME TO YOU.

2010-12-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

"Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new. That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more. I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time. When I look at what my life's been comin' to, I'm all about lovin' you."

New ring I got today.. I'mma happy girl! :>

'CAUSE EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU A LIL' BIT MORE.

2010-12-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

"Still you catch me by surprise when I look in your eyes, when you turn and say that you love me."

Day one I first laid my eyes on you,

Day two I can’t help but think of you

Day three was the same as day two

Day four I fell in love with you

Day five you spent it with me

Sixth day knocked me off my feet

Day seven that’s when I knew spend the rest of my life with you

IF IT'S LOVE.

2010-12-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

"Have yourself a merry lil' christmas, let your heart be light from now on all our troubles will be out of sight."

Last friday, met my favoritest basketball girls for our annual christmas gathering at holland village. Off to wala wala cafe bar and boy has it been sucha long time since we've gathered as a team close to full attendance. Really nice to see most of my gorgeous babes that day to chill and catch up with one another, :). As usual, we hang, disturb the shit outta each other and spam kodaks. By the way, if you ever wondered whut happens to expired polariod films, it will result in the above, black undeveloped pictures! :3 There goes my polariod group pic of you girls in my wallet but lets take more next time hokie!

Left the bar after happy hours and t'was to arab street for sheesha and gift exchange!

Kick start with macs hotcakes breakfast on saturday! Off to town with bboy, jun feng and veron in the afternoon. We had a hard time finding parking lots and drove in circles but finally got a space at 313. Shopped, ljs, wheelock bucks, mono deal, before separating ways for dins at modestos with beebster. Nice italian restaurant recommended by @CHEWY__. We ordered seafood pasta for two and it came on a big platter with a whole crab on it before they portioned the servings individually for us. Full to the maximus! Am so looking forward to babe's block leave, did some homework on makan places in sg and wanner bring babe there *Drools* Me can't w8!

Been eating like there's no tomorrow. Two of us gobbled down a stingray, prawn omelette, prawn paste chicken, ngoh hiang on sunday. And then on monday, we each had ljs meals, shared twenty piece nuggets and I almost gobbled my famous amos cookies if not for babe controlling me. Alamak.. I'm gonner look oh so fat for christmas. Smack forehead.

Just yesterday, dhoby's nihon mura for dins with vern, jons, evelyn and kh before heading to sinema old school for our film screening. School work during holidays. My neck almost broke off sitting on the cushion seats with low back rests. Some films left me puzzled whilst some were pretty interesting I must say. We kinda missed the best film when we headed to the washroom, like damn!

Today, hunns came over to lepak and I cooked maggi mee for our lunch (She said it was awesome hehe must hao lian) We caught hearty paws online but I kept being anti-climax at the touching parts. A dog is a man's best friend. I really want a doggie but mom has been reluctant of the idea since the end of time! Gosh, jun feng's going to have a new pet dog which is supa kute! I already stalk it in facebook, laugh. Jealousss! Oo.. if you happen to be bored at home, do catch kaiji, the ultimate gambler. Nice! Plus Tatsuya Fujiwara is the lead actor!

Christmas is coming and if you're gonner have a turkey on your table, please be careful with it because a whole turkey can actually break your foot when dropped on it. It's true, I picked this lil' fun fact while watching mythbusters!

Off to write x'mas cards. Ending off with this song festive song. Christina aguilera's voice as extraordinary as ever!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSoUAAxA5wU

One last thing, happy advanced-a-few-hours birthday VERNICE YONG! Hope you have fun baking (any for me?) later and receive many many prada wallets yeah! ^^b

Aight, be jolly people!

"I'mma spacebound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon. And I'm aiming right at you, right at you."

2010-12-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

And it's you and me and all other people. And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Hey y'all muffins. How's your holidays? I've been out of the house most of the time and the folks are complaining they don't get to see me and I'm treating home like a hotel. Better take things slower or it'll be good game in no time. I guess pictures can only refresh my memory other than the other bits I can remember with my lousy ass memory. But I know I've played monopoly deal like a million times in this vacation!

On monday, met part of my bball girls and t'was to Minds Cafe where we prevented viruses from spreading and tested our arty farty cells! Mad Jack at PoMo for lunch before heading to the cafe.

Proceeded to Far East for a while before heading back to home town where we caught the horror movie Let me in. Caught the last train home and the walk home was pretty scary.

Tuesday, T's place in the morning and then to earn some extra bucks at T's mom's shop before 010 came and we brought Thomas out and went cycling at East Coast Park. Cycled to Carls Junior for our break where I had the thick burger which was huge ass and damn full after two bites. Monopoly deal. Back to return bikes and lagoon for dins. Cabbed to hometown due to our friend bleeding profusely, washed up and back to my crib where we played mono deal again.

Wednesday, was stay home couch potato day! Finally caught up with my himym episodes which sucks because I've to wait for new ones each week. =( I wished I had free flow of himym =(. Gonner start Vampire Diaries in my free time. Met Cheong and Xue for New York Pizza. Rahimi joined us for dins too. Mono deal. Impromptu drinking session after that at Xue's place. Just herself, myself, Chews and Cheong. Pictures above. Cabbed home sweet home after that.

The next day, woke up at 1ish. Hangover + headache. Some freak called me and asked me if I wanner bake. I ended up getting dragged out of bed and going to buy baking ingredients and baking cute cupcakes. Thank god attempt #1 of baking rainbow cuppa cakes, a successs! Agree, kmkzs? =)

On another note, R.I.P senior Eng Wu.

2010-12-14T11:36:00.001+08:00

Lying on the sofa at T's crib watching Spongebob squarepants whilst waiting for her mom to fetch us to work. Earn some moolah for Christmas pressies. Prolly going ecp to cycle after that.

Yesterday was a long day. Met Hunns, Mer and Wings supposedly for Wii but settled for Minds cafe eventually. Played some virus game and another artistic game where we figured Wings has fail arty fatty cells in her! :D

And I gotta go!!! :)

"No matter where we are or how hard it gets, know that i'll always be in love with you."

2010-12-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's always been you.

Saturday night at 9:10pm. Babe says, "I feel like watching movie."

Goes on to check movie timings. Rapunzel, a tangled tale at 9:30pm.

Off we were at 77km/hr by foot to Yishun GV. Tix selling fast but we managed to get seats buy our popcorn and get in in the nick of time. The show's thumbs up and the theatre's much nicer after the whole renovation plans. Check out the lil' pet of Rapunzel, Pascal the chameleon. Damn cute even though he's some lizard-like thinger. ^^

Back to reality, mid sem tests starts as of tmrw and I can't wait for it to end. I learn about budgeting and cash flow.. But dude, I have serious cash flows problem myself! _|_ Laugh. May mai alarm ring tmrw.

19 days countdown to Christmas. Somehow I always dreamt of spending xmas elsewhere with the real pine trees, magical snow and because Singapore = 0% xmas feel. Side track, I have the sudden urge to get a smiley piercing for xmas. My friends and folks gonner kill me fo' sure.

Final thing, congrats to babe on passing out from your first phase after being hammered like a sausage, drinking much of your own sweat, lots of chlorine into your system and crazy road marches. You look so cool with that badge on your arm and black beret. Get well soon and stop eating so many evil gummy bears! Can't wait for your friggin' block leave! :P

Better get back to beloved notes. Luv, Jer maine.

"Won't you stay with me just a lil longer."

2010-12-01T00:37:00.001+08:00

'Cause it always seem like you're leaving. When I need you here just a little longer.

You don't know how much I dread the weekdays. I look forward to the weekends everyday and it seems it won't be soon after long before they pass by.

On the merrier side, my all-time favorite christmas is coming! One line item to strike off from my exploding wish list, ibiza birkenstocks! Still so many eyecandies, yet so lil moolah.

Random moments in the past week in ma life.

-Get to see my sweetiepies early in the morning even though I was forced to wake up thanks to lil miss chocolate chip. Macs breakfast delivery breakfast deluxe baybeh. -Shopping followed by hometown laksa. -Refuge at 12 springside link till wee hours in the morning. -Toys r' us. Christmas shopping. Monopoly deal. Summer frost at *scape. -Found a job -Chicken rice. Frog porridge. Witness car and motor accident. -End of internship with MTV and Nickelodeon Asia.

This is a crap entry. Off for himym!

"You are my sunshine. My only sunshine."

2010-11-23T21:53:00.004+08:00

'Cause you are amazing like that, Bestie 123.

Sometimes I feel likea bad friend. I always wanted to go down to support my dragonboater at her races but I never really made it in the end. It kinda took me three plus years for me to finally see her row during her last race, Sava Sprints International.

Just wanner tell you that you're so damn awesome rowing that boat and the reason why I had ketchup in my eye was because I know how it feels to want something so badly. Y'know how I love to disturb you about firm thighs, humungous biceps, turning boobless and whut not, but I know how hard you train these few years and I wanted you to be able to paddle your way and get that cookie you always wanted- All because you deserve it. :>

To end off, may you not turn into jelly woman anytime soon and seriously, whut's with your butt pad! Hehe wuv you plenty luh!

"Because you're everywhere to me, when I close my eyes, it's you I see."

2010-11-20T06:56:00.001+08:00

Last, last wednesday was a su-ppaaaaa long day..

#1 We had a formal presentation after a long, long time.. And my group were all coincidentally suited up with our blazers!

#2 Fire drill after the presentation where we stood in the hot sun sweating likea shitbag in our formal wear outside the admin block.

#3 Site visit to the SP Career Fair. Sometimes, I really wonder how life's gonna be a few years down the road. Will I be studying, werking or signing on with the army? I'm kidding with the army thing but somehow, the ambiguity scares me. I WANNER GET THAT DREAM JOB SO FUCKING BAD~~~!

#4 Site visit at the Marina Bay Sands Expo and Convention Centre for the BMW World event. We had our very own guided tour and I managed to sit in a sexy red-hot convertible! (Y) Separate ways with the class and my clique went on to explore the place and then left to ms for dins. So I took the most expensive charging cab of all time, (Extra charge for ERP) + (Extra charge because we had 5 pple in a cab) + (Extra charge because we were in the CBD area) + (Existing cab fare) = We paid like 4bucks each for just a short distance. Mad ex!

T'was to Marina square, Billy Bombers for dins!

Looks are deceiving.. My steak was bad and the black pepper sauce was so hot it numbed my sense of taste.. Boo hoo damn disappointed when I get lousy steaks! :-( Topic of the night was so chapalang we talked about marilyn monroe, helen keller, hitler, ghandi, and the list goes on..

Last sunday, Kah Han's birthday celebration at 313's Marche.

Wanted to sentosa in the afternn but it rained cats and dogs which explains the change of plans! Marche wasn't too bad we talked and laughed for hours at the table and played "The ultimate number" game, zong ji mi ma, with some drink with fuckloads of salt + black pepper! I swear we were the loudest table with our non-stop talking and disturbing and with lim chun peng banging the table every now and then. For the record, I had my long awaited sour cream rosti + chocolate drink + bread and butter pudding! We sang kh's birthday song over a piece of strawberry crepe with ice cream. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BOY!

Backtrack to last friday, lan with babe and his boys again at parklane. We played call of duty this time too, first time playing, and it's damn realistic and nize! Supper at Jalan Kayu for the prata. Jalan Kayu vs Rubinah, definitely Rubinah! (:

Sat, swimming in the morning with babe. Holding breath competition and I clocked 1 min 44 sec! Chicken rice for lunch and east coast park where babe went to train with his ndu friends and I cycled behind them. They ran damn fast I lost them at some point. Lagoon for some food. Wings, satay, sugar cane! Somemore dins at Taste of thailand when we had dins with babe's family.

Tuesday night, babe and I met up with the tekong boys, their girlfriends for chomp chomp for supper. Listen to all their army stories, home sweet home.

Wednesday, tung lok signature at vivo. Gu gu's treat because he strike 4D first prize. The dinner cost a mad 1000bucks. The food was yummy! May my gu gu strike more 4D!!! :p Update on fb soon I guess?

Today was shopping day with @triciatancr and @limyiling. I saw my birks and I so love ittt! So many things to buy, so lil moolah!

Anw, I figured my life's all about food when I read this entry again and look at my tweets, but I'm lovin' it! To love food = love life? Laugh. Did I mention I caught How to train your dragon and the Grown ups online w/ babe some day. Toothless is super cute!!! Okie I'm getting v weary, 6:54AM now. I figured I'm blogging crap already.. Long day ahead.. Need sleep!

"We'll run away just you and me. We'll sleep under the stars and fall in love over and over again."

2010-11-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

The weekends have come and is nearly gone.

Skipped lessons on thursday and off to Marina Bay Sands for our site visit in the afternn. Took the necessary piccas and chilled at coffee bean after that. Headed home to change and out again to meet the lolers for frog porridge dins at kallang. I miss the ti ji zhou already.. Om nom nom nom..

The next day, babe and I planned to go blading at ecp when we got all lazy after having a late brunch at chong pang. We settled for snuggling under the sheets, sleeping our day away eventually. Joined his boys for lan at town in the evening and we played counter strike too! It's been uber long since I played cs.. Used to play the game everyday during my primary school days before going to school.. Lika gamer only! T'was to geylang for some dim sum for supper and home sweetaye home. (Pic below is taken by beeb's bunkmate, Reuben!)

Yesterday was babe's crib in the afternoon, PS3, and then off to meet my classmates where we set off to Botanic Gardens for the Sun Festival. We were early we drove round the area and omfg the houses there are humungous and gorgeous. One even had some rock climbing area at the side of the house. We kept whoah-ing all the way. Made our way to the Symphony Theatre and there we were watching 'Singing in the Rain', in the rain. Left shortly after to run away from the rain and to fill our hungry tummies.

It was one hella foodie night. First food stop: Holland v's nydc for dins.

Second stop: Wanted to do desserts at the 2am dessert bar but changed our minds to Dempsey's PS Cafe but it was closed so we ended up in Serangoon Gardens Ice Cube where we had yummy ice cream desserts and cakes we almost exploded. No more pictures because my cam died on me:-(

Third stop: Frolick!

Afterwhich left with beeb for the forth and final stop: Supper with Adam and Jun Xian. Egg prata, paper tissue and teh cino. Insane, but I lioke! And for the record, it was my forth time listening to beeb's army stories again. Lepak 'til close to 3am and back.

Today's lunch was jian dao jian from kitchener road. My fav, ka li peng heehee(Y) Which reminds me I haven't had dins today.. :/ Fyp nickelodeon road show tmrw before school. Need.to.start.on.my.fyp.repork.soon. Off to hunt for some food. Buh bye, honeybunz!

2010-11-05T06:33:00.002+08:00

I am going to sleep now!

"When you feel like you're done. Babe you're not lost. When your world comes crashing down, and you can't bear a thought. I say, babe you're not lost."

2010-11-02T11:17:00.003+08:00

Life's been this busy piece of shiat. Loads of work academically and lectures dry as ever. Lessons cancelled for the day but I'm gonna make my way to school to collect my group's fyp report. Exemplary student Chua li ming here. ^^v I wish I had more time time time, haven't had a decent dinner with my folks in ages!

Friday was jeans, wedges, wave, play cards until late in school and chomp chomp. Standard procedure of milkcurd back for supper! I love late night drives with babe.. *Heart shape*

I'm kinda depressed I missed out on Halloween this year. Imagine all the whacky costumes, dressing up, spammation of insane make up. I'm gonna Halloween up next year and it's gonna be LE..(wait for it)..GENDARY! Spent saturday at town. Wanted to have pancakes at mandarin gallery but the queue was disappointing long. Aunt annes pretzels ftw. Jalan jalan around and back to hometown. Tze char with babe's family for dins and yum it was. :)

Lazy sunday with babe. Played the jewel game and UFC again. I used Todd Duffy and won beeb's Brock Lesnar! Chong pang for a late breakfast which explains why the youtiao and butterfly stall was closed. So I had nothing to dip into my soybean drink. Stock up on titbits for babe to bring into camp and back. Report for work as a marshall at the Subaru Impreza Challenge asian face off. Aftermath of standing 8hrs straight is equivalent to a back that can break, legs lika jelly and getting into a deep comatose and not being able to hear my alarm ring fo' school. But I'm happy I made bucks to fund myself! Dinner with @triciatancr and @limyiling at 925. Chicken rice and F R O G P O R R I D G E ! Then over to T's crib where we played charadium with 010's teammates, and the freaks painted my nails. Damn fugly!

Randomly, I was walking in cold storage yesterday and I spotted cute chocolate gingermans, choc christmas trees and stuff. I want a really magical christmas this year!

End of post.. Outta here. Toodles!

"You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame."

2010-10-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

I'd like to shame myself here because I'mma unhealthy and nonsense kid today. I ate fillet o fish for late lunch followed by a kentucky fried chicken meal for dinner. Shame on me. I hope by blogging this out. I'll feel shameful and guilty and wake up my idea.

Today was kinda a funny day for me. Two silly things happened to me in a morning and one thanks to @triciatancr. I'll tell you one: I accidentaly sprayed some deodarant into my eyes. The other one shall be kept in secret because it's too embarrassing I feel like spewing vulgarities again. I met @CHEWY__ after schl, to my crib where we ate our late lunch and eat coconut jelly. @angxueli met us later where we chilled around and we parted ways where I went to pick babe up at the camp. Played the jewel game, slackage, and sent him back to camp.

Long day ahead. Good 9, honeypuffs. MAY MAI VOICE BE BETTER TOMORROWZ! (R)

ILULWY

2010-10-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

"The weather keeps raining nowadays, wear slippers with more friction okuy?"

"Go out remember to bring the some portable umbrella okuy? Promise me. If not bring poncho?"

"Late for lesson but still must walk slowly, late nevermind."

Simple gestures from babe never fail to melt my heart. I always believe I'm a kinda unlucky person but I guess I've my lucky stars to thank for everyday to be able to find you. I was listening to Sratchy on the train today and it played one of our songs. I couldn't help but feel teary in the eye because I missed you like a fool. Idk how you do it, but it's like you can speak directly to my heart. I wished my brain was like the biggest memory card on earth because I wanner remember all the times I've had with you even from the lil' things of playing the jewel game in the arcade, pretending to sleep when I peep at you plant a kiss on my forehead, we singing loudly in the car while blasting music like some crazy nuts having our own clubbing session, taking each other down like UFC, mixed martial arts, the contender or ip man style, wrapping each other like sushi in the blankets and tickling each other 'til we can't breath even if we surrender to laughing at each other's expression when we poke each other's arm pits and more silly stuffs. In short, I laugh whenever I am with you, just by being you.

I hate to be apart from you and it sucks 'Y' times more to see you get ready to book in every sunday night. It was bad to see you sick and suffering the past 2 weeks but I'm glad you're recovering. Babe, thankq for all your goodnight texts.. They really brighten my days when you're in camp and I'll take them out to reread over and over again when needed. Whut you said and did last night really touched me. You're the awesomest my lover! Looking forward to more outings, yummy food, travelling, laughter and everything, with you! HAPPY 22ND, LIM WENYI!

P/S. I sleep with the gap jacket on everynight so I feel close to you. <3

How I Met Your Father

2010-10-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

The cough syrup's clearly kicking in.. Babe's laying behind me on the mattress snoring away.. And there you go, it's the end of the first week of school. It's kinda the first time in poly that I've been so stress and worn out. The work load is piling and I don't get why they are so many fucken site visits this semester! On the good side, I've scored full attendance this week though very late for many. Once again, my clique's hook'd onto bridge.. Uber mind fucking hehe..

So I've this cool dins buffet place. Prosperity kitchen at ssc! Yea, Mom brudder and I totally made our 16.80$+ per person worth by ordering 18 dishes in total. It's like an ala carte bu fei where they have an entire list of dishes to choose from plus deserts.. It's no joke man. It has the best cereal prawns I've eaten in my LIFE. Yes, my LIFE! I'm gna bring more pple there next time.. Some other dishes available: Sweet sour pork, Soup of the day, Salad prawns, prawn roll, for staples you have Beef hor fun, Yang chow fried rice.. Saliv8 nao!!! (Y)

Met beebster after his bookout and followed he and 7 other of his batch boys to have macs. They all look the same with their smart four, botak heads, caps, and gigantic bags. Glad that babe his good company there.. Lookout for each other and all. (: Back to his crib where he zonked out after eating his medicine..

Today, I failed in trying to do my powerpoint slides. :-/ Randomly, my fav song now is: Waiting for the end to come by Linkin Parkkk! Which reminds me, Scratchy (Babe's iPork shuffle) is in my hands so time to throw all my coolshit songs in! Yeahthat'sallbuaibuai. Abrupt ending.

"Thankful, thankful for you."

2010-10-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

Ever moment with you is a moment I treasure.

A short hiatus it has been. Days have flown past and there goes the holidays..

My week long trip to Hongkong was rather terrific. The food makes you go o-m-g and can make you feel love. Firstly, the dim sum rocks and they have sucha variety there. Next, the ever so famous authentic hk cafe foodie makes you wanner go back for more! Especially the breakfast like french toast, their speciality some por luo bao with butter in the middle, the bread all so fluffy and godlike.. Totally sex on a plate. Also, they're famous for their meat and poultry like soy sauce chicken, roasted pig, pork knuckle and all the meats, seriously smooth and tender the best I ever had. Portugese egg tart held another place in my heart and they sell this beef burger called Big and Tasty in MacDonalds and it's super delightful! And one thing about the food is that you not only find pleasure in eating the food but also when you receive the bill. Easy on your wallet baby.. Cheap! The weather was a terror though. Polluted ttm and hot like hell on some days! Somewhat feel that hk is very much like sg. I miss the food vvv much! Lazy to elaborate on the places I went so prolly let the pics do the talking in fb soon. But I went Disneyland and was as happy as a kid and Space mountain was fucking cool! Some other nice places too.. Elaborate w/ piccas!

THANK YOU DISNEY FOR MAKING MY CHILDHOOD SUCHA MEMORABLE ONE. ONCE A DISNEY KID, FOREVER A DISNEY KID!

Today was the first day of schl. Skip the schl part. Met Lingz who waited 5hrs for me to end my lesson and Pam and had 925 chicken rice. Slacked 'til eightish and they felt hungry and ordered popiah and rojak.. And then they felt hungry again, we shared FROG PORRIDGE. So shiok man dins today.. (: Send Pam home and over we went to T's crib to slack. We played 0.03s and whacked each others' thighs as punishment. We are sick kidz! Played with some halloween props and the two crazy nuts started using their bb and iPhone to spam the shit outta my cute Samsung. 300+ texts fucking text and they keep threatening me to send more in the morning. Fuck friends! BUT I STILL LOVE THEM LA MUACKZ!

And to the botak boy who must be sleeping like a pig in the cabin now, please get well soon. :') I wish I was the one who was sick instead lor!!! Okie, I know it's gna be a sad case to wake up tmrw, not enough sleep! But I still wanner watch one more episode of himym before I crash. Peace out, Juicy Jer maine (Whut the heck it's the nickname for class today, makes me wanner laugh)

"And then while I'm away, I'll write home every day. Sending all my loving to you."

2010-10-06T13:40:00.000+08:00

Fate has a way of showing where you belong. Time has a way of knowing whut we have is strong.

A simple equation of yesterday = Tanjong Pagar + Lasalle College of the Arts + 15 minutes + Love my white choc drink and food + MacBook + I Macs + Full stomachs + 313 F21 + Saw this top but idk if I should buy + Cine + Bought stuff + Ion + Shopping + Almost got matching owl girl boxers + Happy lemon + Himym. In short, fun day out with @CHEWY__^^

2.5 days more!!!

"I'll be back so soon you won't have the time to miss me- Look after my heart, I've left it with you."

2010-10-04T02:12:00.000+08:00

Treasure these few words til' we're together, keep all my love forever. P.S. I love you, you you you.

It's been seven days since I've added an entry here and also, since I've seen beebz's face. I miss babe so much it stings. On one hand, my week sucks because I don't have babe by my side.. On the other hand, I've been hanging out with my korean friend, nemanja vidic and wii lover as well as chewychewsgum, blue rose, sophie, poh and cheong where they totally make my week..

Astons one day before catching the film Devil at the cathay. As usual, there's always the advertisments on coming soon movies before the movie starts and there was the one for Child's eye and there was this scary part where I screamed into wii's ear and grabbed my korean friend with my nails accidentaly. I think no one's gonna watch ghost movies with me already.. But I want to catch that rainie movie.. Looks so shiokly scary.. And back to our movie, Devil was mind-fucking and mysteriously good. I kept wondering who the devil was and it ended up to be.. *~SPOILER ALERT~*

..that ah ma! After the movie, we decided to go to the humble area of amk for whut? To queue for koi! Say it with me.. W-H-U-T D-A F-O-R-K! No kidding.. So that makes it my second time queuing and drinking koi.. Hee hee.. I'm half brainwashed.. Anyway, we had so many pearls we chewed and chewed and chewed and still couldn't finish up so we threw away the last bit before we heading to play pool. Home sweetie home. Felt weird going home late at night w/o someone accompanying me up the lift and to my doorstep.. I'm kinda humchi-cken to do so too so note to self: Go home early and don't make anyone worry for me!

The next days' activities were kinda planned around the theme of: I'mma kind samaritan yo! I'm kidding they were rather spontaneous.. Set off to the SPCA in the afternn.. If you were wondering how to go.. It's simple.. Take the circle line towards dhoby and alight at Bartley, exit at the only exit and walk towards the sign where it says SPCA. It should take round 3 mins according to gothere.sg which was rather accurate, anytime more than that means you gotta find a map 'cause you're lost. There were some beautiful dogs like a siberian husky, golden retriever and there was this dog called Benny who we were kinda drawn to because he had cute brows that reminded me of crayon shinchan and the dog kinda like sniffing mer and playing with her. But when went on to 'bite' her when she went to play with him inside his kennel.. Hmm.. Went to outram blood bank after that to donate blood. Took me some courage to go back to donate blood. 1 year to be exact because I blacked out during my previous experience.. It kinda scared me this time when the tips of my finger went cold whilst I was donating but I was a-o-k eventually..

I was flying solo on thursday.. Went for my dental.. 2 days in a row in the outram area.. And changed my braces to red and pink! New dentist because my previous one is on maternity leave, again! So the dentist was telling me stories and related braces to marathon.. He looked gentle but whoah he just twist and turn here and there.. A bit exaggerating but he was nice.. Met mom for lunch for dope fish soup then to polar factory to buy some pastry and nutella cake home..

T'was to phuture on fri with the homies where we party all night. End of story.

So results are out and i'mma chicken so I'm not gna check it out. I believe my lucks' better during daytime so probably tmrw? Congrats @CHEWY_, you are freaking intelligent and I'm damn proud of u. Hope heaven blesses me with good results too.. (R)

Needa crash now. Eyebags are evil. Peace out!

"Close your eyes and I'll kiss you, tomorrow I'll be missing you."

2010-09-28T02:02:00.001+08:00

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and soul.

The day I've been dreading is finally here. Bboy is off to serve the nation and I'm missin' him already.. Wonder how he looks with his new botak head.. Does his head look smaller or still big and round.. I so wanner laugh at his head and play with his hair, not that he'll have much left though! Really hope the timing will be all right and that I'll be back from Hong Kong by the dates he's out of confinement. It's heartwarming to see babe being surrounded with good friends and people who care for him, wishing him the best of luck whilst he's serving his time. I kinda refrained myself from reading his blog and shall leave it only to check it out a week later. How silly of me..

Been bumming around with him the past week. We went rollerblading at East Coast Park on one occasion, rolling down the slopes hand in hand and covering quite some distance close to changi. I managed to conquer the slope I once fell off from that day. Dins at the Lagoon as usual hokkien mee and sugar cane drink. Heavenly combo! On our way back, it started to rain and it was fun blading our hardest to get to shelter and head back to the hometown.

Found ourselves in the heart of Ang Mo Kio on another day with stingray, lala and chicken chop and guess whut? WE DECIDED TO QUEUE FOR KOI AFTER DINS! My first time drinking koi.. Can someone tell me if I'm brain washed or does koi really taste good?

Met Wy and Jx at town on friday after fyp at MTV Asia and the two guys followed me to hunt for my haivs. I am in love with my mad chio hot pink slim haivs now.. Thanks doods for accompanying me through all those places in town! Craving for aunt annes so I bought the caramel pretzels.. Woo hoo dope shit.. Kfc for dins before we trained back to wenyi's crib where he forced Jx to watch the NDU youtube clips and every singaporean's son. They jammed for awhile whilst waiting for Yong Peng, Candice, Jf, Veron, before we headed to geylang for durians altgt. The durians weren't good! Then back to Yp's crib where we played rock band and headed home at 2ish in the morning.

I know babe and I set out to have teh cino, tissue prata, mee goreng and egg prata with onion one night. Best supper ever, ever. Junxian's crib for soccer sat night, watched them play soccer on sun where I turned chao ta in 1hr. So much for piao bai-ing!!!

Received my first call from babe just now and guess whut was the first thing he said, "You are talking to a botak boy now." Never fail to make me laugh. Goodnight, love. I'm missing you already..

"I'd still choose you, everytime."

2010-09-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm as happy as a bird as of 11:10am yesterday. The papers are officially out the window and no more dealing with pushing myself to mug! Almost turned into an iceberg whilst doing the paper with a freezing examination room and the heavy downpour outside made the temperatures insanely cold. Brr..

Was pretty earlier for the appointment with Man so I went to beebs place for a while, played sims3, eat noodles before I was out to get my hair snipped off. Chop chop chop all done and back to hometown area to meet Yingpei and then the 3 o us made our way to satisfy our sweet tooth(s). Chilled our afternoon away at andersens ice cream and talked abt everything under the sun from lochness monsters to how to get rid of a body when you murder someone. You must be laughing at the topics but we are kool kidz that's why\m/ We concluded that the best way is kinda to cut the body into small pieces and slowly grind the victim up like y'know your mother grind those garlic in the kitchen or whutever and end off with curry human head. Eww.. jrmne.blogspotcom has become some Nightmare on elm's strt.. Gross, I figured. We're happy people, we talked about lighthearted stuffs like dogs too. Don't you just wanner melt when you see cute pics of dogs like on tumblr and all. Just happen to come across a dog today and the cute dog actually has a facebook account? Meet cute lil Boo! Aww.. Melt already rightzzz!

Here's his facebook page: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Boo/80329313253?v=info#!/pages/Boo/80329313253?v=wall So badly want a dog when I'm older. They're just such loving and loyal animals. In the meantime, I shall go find Sugar or Lucky!!! =D

Bboy and I had hei sushi buffet for dins. I was craving for sushi and we ate till we were like two roly polys and took a nice stroll home. I need some decent sushi soon.. Makes me miss japan's sushi, that's sex on a plate uh huh, makes singapore's sushi like rubber in comparision :((( In the night, waited for customs to clear before me and mom crossed the border to go fill patrol and wash our car. Night rides are the love!

Today, mom and I went to crystal jade for brunch, some tim sum and then to metro where mom bought the supor frying pan. Y'know the one on the advertisements where the woman stands on the ladder to fry the crab? She bought that one! Laugh, and sent the samsung to repair so I'm temporary w/o a mobile prolly 5 dayz. Don't mizz me! (:

AND I'M FREAKING HOOKD ONTO HEY MONDAY'S I DON'T WANNER DANCE. Makes you wanner sing and dance dance baby! Which reminds me, phuture soon yes?

On the final note, I'm so jealous of frederick, he had A&W!!! (Y)

@mama-had-a-lama: HI SWEETASS!!!! IN RESPONSE TO YOUR BLOG POST, I KNOW YOU'RE HERE TOO. HEART U MUCH<3!!!

"For all the words I didn't say or do, tonight I'm gonna find a way."

2010-09-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was mugging the whole morning, paper in the late afternoon and t'was over to babe's house right after where I found both he and jx jamming away in the room. Guitars (Y). Chicken rice for dins and I ate like some mad cow again. End of day.

Today, I'm still sick and I h8 it. My voice has deepened and I'm feeling so fucked up when I think of the chapters I gotto study l8r. Are you feeling so fucked too? So I spent some time in the morning looking through youtube and watching guitar and piano covers and I should really go and brush my teeth right now. Gross, I am! Heeheehee buh bye muffinz!

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2010-09-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

It always tickles me when she says this space is always beeb here and there. I figured my hunns is secretly jealous. I will post more of you hunns, pinky promise! So it was a lie when we said we couldn't celebrate T's birthday on her birthday itself. Surprised her at the stroke at twelve with a melting like mad ben and jerry's 'cake' and a spam of unglamorous pictures. All fucken ugly because of the naked face, reflection of the spec lens and I hate flash but idc! My sweet lil' hunsybunsy sent me home after that where we sat by the staircase and catch up. Hunn likes to catch up you see (inside joke) before she left 2ish. Hope you liked our fail surprise, sf. Both o you, besties til' the end k<3

"There ain't nothing I wouldn't do, go to the ends of earth for you."

2010-09-13T21:53:00.003+08:00

The exams are taking a toll on me. Have incurred a bill of 174$ from buying clothes and shoes and been in glutton mode. Babe's adding to the calories by bringing me for supper. Thomson rochor tau huey and almost prata one night, macs twenty piece nuggets and large fries on another day. Can't resist uh! Exams certainly brings out the fascinating side of yourself and think how you can do everything, BUT MUG! Seems exceptionally long this time.. 2 more papers to go.. So close yet so far..

Last wednesday, went down as part of the final year project to help out at the nickelodeon dora 10th anniversary event. The kids looked so adorable dressed as dora and I couldn't help but to whip out my phone to video the dora dance the kiddies did. Excursion ended and we followed wanru back to the office to follow up on our presentation and dismissed shortly. Neoprints and back home.. Fyp group bonding!

Thursday was MICE paper which went bad. Kinda expected it and I always believe that when you owe people money, you will fail your tests and it was proven true once again! Y'know sometimes you just can't get things into your brain and continue mugging.-Those were the times. Wished my lucky dora ring had worked though! Babe picked me up after the paper and off for thai express for phad thai! Simed for a while and off for dinner again with his family. Full! Met up with Jf, Veron, Jx, Enghin, tgt with wenny's brudders and out for some L4D till 1plus. Supper at 888 and home sweetie home.

Last friday was grandmama's birthday celebration. T'was to Serangoon Gardens Country Club where we ate at the Yum Cha Restaurant. Happy 83 birthday granny! Spot my silly niece covering her face! And christmas came early for me this year, our skinfood loot has arrived from korea already! (:

Huge picture debt I'm in. Gotta O PICTURE PAY PICTURES soon!

On a random note, I love the KBS channel. It's where I get to watch the korean shows. I particularly like 2 days 1 night which makes my tummy ache from laughing and of course, super cute Seunggi, Jiwon and the other hilarious hosts. And then there's the drama, Bread, Love and Dreams which makes me wish wednesdays and thursdays only existed in a week.. Korean dramas have interesting storylines and they have hensem actors in them who I totally dig! Different from those hongkong movies like always about hei she hui, mafias and all. I like korean dramas! Go watch Bread, Love and Dreams, the actors name Takgu and Majun in the show so hensem only!

Last note, babe's currently in genting, hope he's having a whale of a time! Can't wait to have u back, soldier!

Last last note, poor lingz couldn't get your iphone4 today since it's selling like hotcakes. Idk why I'm more excited for you but hope the stock comes in quick and let me be the one who'll receive your first iphone text k.. Just for fun!

I promise this is the last note, HAPPY ADVANCE IN A FEW HOURS TO YOU, BELOVED TRICIA TAN CHER RUI! My favourite sh5tface ('cause you're the only one whut!) Aaa.. Kidding, you know I luv you to the moon and back eleven times and that I'll be your pillar when your world crumbles (but I don't want it to crumble), I will offer you tissue when you cry (but I don't wish sadness on you), I'll be there when the world stops turning (but I don't wanner die) Enough crappie patties.. I just wanner wish on you happiness everyday, smile and show off your cool ttm chocolate chip everyday, wish you and lionel forever together, good results, good canoe results, good in everything, and wish all your dreams come true every 11:11. Keke.. Wo ai ni 184, bao beizzz! Sorry for not being able to celebrate with u on the day itself, aww.. no surprise and all this time.. but hope you like this bloody ('cause it's red I'm not being vulgar here) paragraph filled with love just for you. Wuv you baby!

Yours,

Bao bei of the team #07 (:

"I'm going back to the start."

2010-09-06T18:04:00.001+08:00

"Lights will guide you home.. And I will try to fix you."

"Wild horses couldn't drag me away."

2010-09-05T16:36:00.003+08:00

"The greatest relationships are the ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy."

Life's been sk8ting sk8ting sk8ting and mugging for the past few days. Some bumps here and there from falling but I'm lovin' it! Have been heading to blade with babe every free time I'm off from the books and just yesterday we went over to East Coast park with a couple more blading khakis. Met at 10ish, train to bedok and cab over to the park. Yummy hotcakes breakfast and off we were on our skates. In the beginning, we guided the first timers, they got the hang of it and went on to cover some distance around the park. I think I look like a drunk kid at the beginning of each session trying to get used to the balance with the wheels esp with uneven ground!!! 4hrs of blading and back to hometown, damn tired I slept on the chair whilst waiting for babe to bathe. Home sweet home and cross the border around 11ish to pump petrol with mom and hit the sack immediately when I got home.

Day before was another a tiring day. Paper in the morning and then met beeb for day out to buy stuffs on my shopping list which includes that pair of haivainas I've been aiming since my current haivais are slowly dying out on me. Pastamania to fill our growling tummies first! 313 to cine to ion to raffles place to heeren to cine to 313. Walk like mad. When you don't need to buy something, you see it every where and when you wanner buy something, you can't find it.. Always happens to me.. Kill mui pleaze! Back to hometown with a broken heart and settled our dins and played sims to wee hours in the morning.

Anyhow, imma goner. Haven't started with my MICE module which is a whopping 5 crediter. Which reminds me of whut my friend from aeronautical engineering said when I asked him whut MICE stands for.. E for Elephant huh, friend! At least I know about tailboom, stabilizer and wingsss! :D

Mom and I just came back from brunch. Wanted to have the dope fish soup at woodlands but it's close on sundays so we went to Seletar Country Club to have the yaya laksa.- A big wok with prawns, cockles, egg and slipper lobster, desert of ice kachang plus teh tarik!

The piano at home has been abandoned for a long time.. Need to find time to learn new songs on the piano/guitar, especially when I hear really awesome acoustic songs/songs that sound damn good on the piano. Y'know you feel darn inspired. Oryte, time to squeeze 3 chapters of MICE into ma brain. Toodles, noodles!

“To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.”- The Smiths

2010-08-31T16:15:00.001+08:00

"The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule."

Have been wanting to catch this movie for the longest time and I finally did a few days back. After watching, I was left having this love hate feeling for the film.- I love how Tom loved Summer but hated the ending where Summer initiated an abrupt break up and left Tom to marry someone else. At least he found a girl named Autumn eventually. Mhm..

I haven't touched on revision the whole day. I even decided to start on my FYP report than have the heart to pick up my notes. Mug mug mug, mug like a duck.

On a lighter note, am meeting beeb l8r to buy sk8tes!